the format makes no sense

the amount of careless thought put into feeling good feels good.

today thought about reaching a goal of careless "feels real good" thoughts,
like constantly exploding out of my head,
like missile -d into another head.
they can be a stranger or a friend even family heads, really just anyone
being hit with missile of "feels real good" thoughts provoked by "real good" thoughts from sarah valdez body
almost like a present.

my body will feel good about this
the fact that it was all careless will re-fix the meaning and become meaningful.

today i fantasized about netflix sending my careless,meaningful 'feels real good' thoughts and receiving anything with my name in the mail feels good.
somehow my 'feels real good' thoughts will then be popularized
into everyone's mailboxes and heads and be worn with v-neck seams.

thinking about all this makes me feel good.